Second last day ✌️ Had a lovely morning in the bamboo forest, and spending some time at a castle in the afternoon.

I'm ready to go home. I miss home. I miss Fitz, and Ella, and the Mister. It was a big I miss you day. I found myself saying "wish you were here" all trip. 3 weeks feels like forever, it makes me wonder how I did long distance at all.

"Us" has been on my mind quite a bit. How we met, and the friends to lovers trope that we fall into. So unusual for me, it's not something that I ever experienced before. But it's such a nice way to be in a relationship. It's like I loved you before I even got to date you. I don't exactly remember the first time we said I love you, but I do remember the first time that I meant it. We were friends and on the balcony, and I admitted to you that I have something to tell you - that it might sound crazy, but you were one of my best friends. It was then and there that I knew I loved you.

Dating your best friend. It's something else. The trust, the closeness. Like everything is going to be okay. I didn't think I'd find someone that I could seriously see forever with - in a serious way and not a longing kind of way. But here I am basking in the honeymoon phase of love. It's hard to think there was a before you, and I can't even fathom the thought of an 'after' you.

I love you darling. You're my favourite person in the world